Total Pageviews

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Day 2.

Who said redheads couldn't have more fun?
With my name usually being associated with spur of the moment decisions today was no different... I decided to GO RED!. why I do not know. maybe "Ri Ri's" F**k the world attitude as well as her hair color has rubbed off on me.

As day 2 of my 30 day challenge emerged... this morning I considered myself a boat. lol just hear me out.
I considered myself a boat with a hole in it... meaning I needed some fixing. And I had lots of cargo that was weighing me down and sinking my already no good foundation. I picture all the negativity surrounding me as the cargo... this includes guys who bring me nothing but stress, friends who are fueled by drama, and anyone else not looking to better themselves or does not share the same goal as me.. which is success!. So what do I say?, I say self ( lol how intellectual of me right?)... get rid of the cargo! So, What do I do I go into my outdated Samsung and delete all text messages both outgoing and incoming as well as any numbers that are not work, or family related. Then I wait, I wait to see who calls or texts me just to see how my day is going, and who really is interested in the well- being of Ashley and those are the ones who made it back into the book, as for everyone else. #KICKROCKS!. How will I ever be able to fix, or even begin to build a new foundation with all this dead weight I am bearing?... New hair, New epihanies, New beginning I guess... until tomorrow

(p.s) A man checking into my hotel... who was not cheating on his wife, but actually here on business suggested I be a model either it was him flirting or the red is pretty catchy!!! I can get used to this :)

No comments:

Post a Comment